Guess nobody else knows boredom like i do. It's kinda like waiting for death to come or something...well, 2 more months of this and i guess that wont be such a prominent thing in my life since i might probably be sooooo hectic with my studies that i can hardly have any time for myself. Is that so uni people??? I dont know...this is only base on assumptions which derived from my interaction from those type of people.

Guess what i did today? Hey! I went to the gym!! WOW! Yeah..that's all about it. That's as interesting as it gets. Other than that, its just me rotting away at home. I was even hardly on the phone! Hmm...supermassiveblackhole. I think that's what this really is. Things have been kinda slumpy for me lately. I wonder why. The past few weeks, the school that i always relief at hardly called me. Is it because of the times i told them i could not make it? Well...friday surely pissed them off. They called, i told them yes. 10 minutes later, i told them i could not cause i thought i had to go all the way down to the east side of this island to get something that was really important for later that day. Oh well....

Well, sitting at home all day surely sucked like hell. Guess i really missed the army. Hell, i missed the army even before i enlisted. How about that? Anyways, i got this letter sort of thing from Community Chest. It's about this disabled boy(if you were to call them special, then i guess those OTHER special children are sort of disabled too?). He wants to be a soldier. WEll...what can i say about this boy? He only wants to know one thing and experience it for himself. Honour. Yes. Honour. I mean, how many people ever wanted to be a soldier when they were little? Its just like aspiring to be a murderer or something of that sort. Might as well call them twisted lil' bastards cause thats what they probably are. WEll, except that when they kill its for their country, their countrymen and blah blah blah...yada yada yada. Thats same old song again...Shittles, i digressed again...hmm, where was i? Oh yeah, that kid wants to know what honour feels like.

Honestly, if you were to serve, you couldnt find it anywhere. Trust me. Everyone's in it for the wrong reason. There are those few who are in it cause their personal believes. But yeah...Its just a tiny little fraction out of the thousands and millions of gigantic bastards. That's how we fare my little boy....

Hmm.....what the hell am i even writing about? Guess boredom plus blogspot.com sure is a great way of snoozing thru things.

Toodles!

Wow! Its been a long time since i've written anything. A month or so? Yeah..guess so. The last entry was on March 28. Yeah...that is a very very long time.

So what have i been up to? Well...practicallly the same thing i was up to before the army. Im practically aimless...clueless...yeah, without a doubt about it. Well, maybe there is some consolation to that. Im attending rugby training(on-off thingy) and getting my bike license pretty soon =) Yeah, cant wait for that. Im teaching too(giving tuition and SOMETIMES doing relief teaching). Most of the time, im with my sayang. =)

I've been kinda missing the army lately. Guess there's this big empty void that i need to fill up. 2 years ago, the army did just that. While everyone bitched and moaned about it, i relished every single moment of it. It has its ups and downs too. But its because of the downs that i bounced up to the ups even higher and enjoyed the fruits of it(it tastes much more sweeter). 4 overseas trips in just 2 years. Damn...the only overseas that i ever went to before that was just across the causeway. And that's about 5 years ago before the army. See how pathetic that is???

Well, im not patronizing the army or anything but i really had fun and i miss that. The challenge, waking up every morning know that you have something to do, knowing that you would always have enough and the experiences that you gathered, i gathered. It was amazing!

Now, there's rugby to fill up that void(the one about the challenge and thrills). But ya...i've got to learn how to better manage my time now. Guess not everyone understands why im so...hmm...(i cant think of any good words to use right now so im just going to go with obsessed) yea obsessed with rugby. Before that was the army and the things that i do in the army. Its within my comfort zone. There's challenge, there's thrills and there's loads of other people who are in it because they want to be in it.

Hmm...how i wish this knee of mine would get better sooner. Its kinda frustrating to just sit around. Well...maybe this aimlessness feeling that im getting wont be so prominent when i start school....hopefully it wont.