In the midst of all the projects that I have on hand, I am deciding to take a break (one out of many) to keep this space recent. Not that I have something to really write about but I guess I could bitch and moan here without having anyone to tell me off since it is YOUR choice to read this space anyway.
The firm that I've been interning here has been pretty alright. Here, it is the intern (meaning me) who picks on the permenant staff. Well, its a fun environment really. And so far, I have been pulling of tricks just to avoid taking on any more projects. Suffice to say, I have learnt quite a bit to stay afloat in the work environment. In other words, I can't wait to get back to school.
The other thing that has been keeping me very occupied is the damn rugby team. Sometimes, I don't know why I bother so much. The fact that I had rushed my specialist for an early surgery date was so that I could don school colours once more for them. On top of that, I have been absorbing the shit that everyone has been giving me for the sake of the team. Note that I am ABSORBING and not DEFLECTING, so it is definitely wearing me down. Attendence has been super disappointing and the reasons (or rather excuses) that I have received are found to be rather perplexing.
Well, when the heart is willing, you'd do anything to make it happen but when it's not, you'll find a thousand ways to avoid it (at all cost!). I wonder why the attitude is so bad. Could it be me and my leadership? Well, no one has dared to voice out anything yet so I guess we will never know.
I remember constantly looking forward to rugby every single day when I had training. It even came up to the point that I was training 6 days a week (in addition to 3 nights a week of silat) back in secondary school. But when I was told to choose the manner I would like to represent the country, I did not regret choosing rugby. This is despite the fact that they dropped me out for the tour (which never happened thanks to SARS! HAHAHAHA!) for some brand name. Well, all I can say about that is that revenge has been sweetly meted out just a few months back despite me being on crutches.
Well, I have got to think of something soon before I call it quits on the team- both as captain and player. After all that I have done for them, I am being repaid in a manner that befits the description of most teachers- you teach me, I'll give you crap! I do realize that that last sentence might anger some of you out there but that's only because you do not understand what I just said. Well, if it did, than that only goes to show your level of intelligence or rather the lack of it. In addition, I am not going to explain that either. So it's a take it or leave it kind of thing.
I am craving for perfection
Thursday, June 23, 2011
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