I dont know what i what to blab about. My mom doesnt remember my birthday. My buddy is in the army. I hate my job. Life is pointless; aimless; meaningless. There's no control anymore. The only thing i have control of is going to the gym. Heck...i bet im going to be doing nothing tommorow! Depression? Seems likely. Cant turn to anyone cause of all the people whom i can depend on, they're all couped up in the army camps. I can just talk to them because we're on the same frequency. This sometimes makes me wonder...WHY IS THE GOVERNMENT MAKING ME ENLIST IN APRIL?! WHAT'S THE POINT?! EVERYONE I KNOW KNOWS THAT IT IS ALL IM LIVING FOR! NOT DOGGING AROUND FOR THE GOVERNENT! SOLDIERING! COMRADARING! KILING IF IT IS CALLED FOR! BUT I WONT DIE FOR IT! it's just too stupid. Anyways...while my frens are "enjoying" their time in the Army...im am outside. Slugging it out against life. I have to be tireless in that fight for if at anytime i drop out just for a second...i might get the greatest hit. So hard...i might be able to recover even. Knocked out stone cold. Dead. But even at this time, i have found life to be quite meaningful. I think. I have met ppl from all walks of life. Rich, poor. Nice...bastards. Helpful...out to get you. My faith has never been stronger. I've been meeting new ppl almost everyday. But they can never replace ppl i call my frens. Buddies. Comrades. Then...there's the part of me and my frens growing apart. Dunnoe y. Might be me not making the effort. Or the different ideologies we all have. I just dont tink i noe any of them anymore. We went to different schools for the past year. JC is bloody hectic plus the rugby i had to fulfil. Heck...i even had 6 days of rugby during my j1 days. 6 DAYS! Then weekends was spent on resting. I had to force myself to study. But it never seems to work. School was really tough. It occupied my life. It BECAME my life. All connection with the outside world was lost. So i worked hard to keep the camradarie wif the JC guys alive. It worked. But...13mths together is hardly enuff. Sure...me and the rugby guys. We're tat close. We're prepared to kill for each other. Well....almost. but you get the idea...now it seems like im blaming JC education on things that have gone wrong. I dont feel like going to work anymore. I donoe y. I dont feeel like doing anything anymore......

Game over

Xingle Kuachi

I've been thinking. I talk to myself too much. I talked to myself when i was running. Lucky for me...everyone else was in bed. So i didnt get any weird stares this morning. I wonder if this is how Radio DJs feel. TAlking into the mikes all by themselves in the studio. It must suck. Big time.
Anyways...after running, i decided to sit for awhile in CCK park to enjoy the sun and ppl watching. What suprised me was...well, ppl taichi-ing. I mean...WHAT THE HELL?! It's supposed to be the 2nd day of CNY. Yet...these ppl are out in the park TAIJI-ING! What's worst is that their moves doesnt make any sense at all. I mean...if you want to hit someone just hit him quickly and then get the hell out of there. That's what other martial arts teaches you. Mebe except for those European ones where they'll teach you to fight until either you or ur opponent dies. Egoistic idiots.
Back to the TAiji-s. It's the second day of their new year. Why the hell do they want to be at the park instead of their relatives house? I mean...arent you supposed to be visiting ur relativeS? It is CNY. Celebrate the year of the dog you idiots! Well...at least that was what one LAdy was trying to do by taking her dog for a walk. Interesting dog...it had stripes that made it look like a tiger. ITs it THAT bad to go visiting? I mean...sure those who are married will lose money(giving out hong baos). But urm...it's the thought that counts right? (okay...i have no idea what im writing here) It couldnt be that all their relatives died right? I mean...WE'RE LIVING IN SINGAPORE! HELL NO TO NATURAL DISASTERS THAT'LL TAKE FAMILIES AWAY!
Then, there's the thing of chinese ppl eating at restaurants instead of their families hse like i've mentioned in my previous entry. What is wrong wif these ppl?! Can somebody tell me pls!
AT oh...if THIS was to happen on Hari Raya Aidilfitri wif malays eating out at Mcdonalds or something instead of visiting their relatives.....well, anybody that see's them doing this, be sure to give them a knock on their heads will you? Cooll...

Its monday already...

Gong xi fat ah chai

Bloody hell...the restaurant was supposed to be empty! Why? Coz...munjens are supposed to be visiting their relatives and enjoy the company of each other. Is the cooking of chinese ppl nowadays sooooooooooooooooo bad that they would rather eat at delifrance?! I wouldnt noe. But urm...first time since i worked there that we closed because we have nothing else to sell. SERIOUS! I was going round the restaurant to the faces of pissed customers that what they've ordered has lost its existence in J8 outlet. SCOLD ME SOME MORE AH! NB...not my restaurant. So i just laughed into their faces. Sometimes the nervous kind. Most of the times a sincere one. WAT?! It was really funny that we hv ran out of things to sell! ROFL.

I asked God to take away my pride. God said, "No. It is not for me to take away, but for you to give it up."
I asked God to make my handicapped child whole. God said, "No. Her spirit is whole, her body is only temporary."
I asked God to grant me patience. God said, " No. Patience is a by-product of tribulations; it isnt granted, it is earned."
I asked God to give me happiness. God said, "No. I give you blessings, happiness is up to you."
I asked God to spare me pain. God said, "No. Suffering draws you apart from wordly cares and brings you closer to me."
I asked God to make my spirit grow. God said, "No. You must grow on your own, but I will prune you to make you fruitful."
I asked for all things that I might enjoy life. God said, "No. I will give you life so that you may enjoy all things."
I asked God to help me love others, as much as God loves me. God said..."Ahhhh, finally you have to idea!"
(Unkown Author)

I hope it isnt one way traffic...

Everything sucks when you're gone

All I ever needed was to eat popcorn with you.
Come on over watch the late show stay up talking until two.

Today's the day your leaving and tomorrow you'll be gone.
You're in my heart and on my mind I will bring you along.
Everything sucks when you're gone...

A dream of our reunion makes me crazy just to think.
How so very far away you are my hope begins to sink.

Today's the day you're leaving and tomorrow you'll be gone.
You're in my heart and on my mind I will bring you along.
Everything sucks when you're gone...

Go...come on

It's not okay... I made dinner here for two.
It's not okay... I've got candles lit for you.
It's not okay... I've got your favourite records out.
And it's not okay... You should of let it be...

Today's the day you're leaving and tomorrow you'll be gone.
You're in my heart and on my mind I will bring you along.
Everything sucks when you're gone

Monday? Seems like lightyears away.

thedayicalltoday

There's one thing that really bothers me at the moment. School kids stinks! Really...They go home stinkin! Maybe they finished PE or something. But..urm. GEt a shower first! Bloody hell. Board the bus smelling like...urm...horrible? Horigible? bvoihable. yup. It's soooooooooo bad! The go home all glowing and stuff...but the smell? Even if they glowed like they could light up the nite, their smell would make it too unbearable to make the glow even tolerable. So plz...if you're from school and just had PE or something. GET SHOWERED! GET DEODERATED! CHANGE INTO FRESH CLOTHES! This is unless you stay 5mins away from your school.

I woke up early today, excited over all i get to do before the clock strikes midnight. I have responsibilities to fulfill today. My job is to choose what kind of day I am going to have.
Today I can complain because the weather is rainy or I can be thankful that the grass is getting watered for free.
Today I can feel sad that I dont have more money or I can be glad that my finances encourage me to plan my purchases wisely and guide me away from waste.
Today I can grumple about my health or I can rejoice that I am alive.
Today I can lament over all my parents didnt give me when I was growing up or I can feel grateful that they allowed me to be born.
Today i can cry because roses have thorns or I can celebrate because thorns have roses.
TOday I can mourn my lack of friends or I can excitedly embark upon a quest to discover new relationships.
Today I can whine because i have to go to work or I can shout for joy because i have a job to do.
Today I can complain because I have to go to school or eagerly open my mind and fill it with rich new tidbits of knowledge.
Today i can murmur dejectedly because I have to do housework or I can feel honored because GOd has provided shelter for my mind, body and soul.
TOday strectches ahead of me, waiting to be shaped. And here I am, the sculptor who get s to do the shaping. What today will be like is up to me.
I get to choose what kind of day I will have!
(Unknown Author)

Her hp is off.....

Behx..

IT's already WEDNESDAY! DAmn..this is too slow. Tommorow is thursday...There's still 13 days left b4 payday! That's way too long for someone who's low on cash and high on hopes. High on hopes for wat? Go figure it out urself.
Right now..im pretty clueless on wat to write about. I've got nothing to complain abt. Im not sure if it's the right time to write abt someone or whether i should write abt it at all. But...life feels pretty aimless rite now. There's suppose to be a match tmr but it was cancelled. bloody bastard. and yup. no rugby=Great Depression. Very true. Well...urm. Until i've got someting provoking to write abt..ciao baby!

One for the good old days...

I tried to upload pictures of me and my unity buddies twice but it doesn not seem to work. Oh bloody well...forget it. It's a picture of us RAYA-ing. Yup..A bunch of 18 year olds going to each other's houses to get moneh! Hahahahax...seems pretty old and lame thing to do but yeah! WE did it! Anyways..it wasnt the money we were after but rather the company of each other. After 4 years of going thru our very own hell together, we make it a point to meet each other every once in a while. And yes...im guilty of not making to that meeting coz i dont really like soccer. Yup! I suck at it. Big time! I tried it again just nw...and i still suck at it. Oh well. Anyways..back to the gang! Yup..we used to have fun. Of all the years that we had fun...it had to be SEC 4! A little less studying and a lot more playing! We went yamakasi-ing. Rocketing. ANd especially Easy Company! Hahahhax..Sting Operation la...ghost hunting la. And remember 6 days of Ubin? Hell yeah! Loved tat one. hahax..the good old days.
PS I still cant forget the Kaycee Chan incident. ROFL! WE all wanted to do a bit of yamakasi-ing b4 we got to class. So we decided to climb up to the 2nd floor. So..we went to the staircase at the physics lab block and wanted to climb up. Everyone was like pushing each other to climb up first so i jumped in enthusiastically and climbed up happily! Happy days man! That's when i realized tat everyone of them of has abandoned me for all the right reasons. Kaycee chang was standing on the other block on the fourth floor staring down on me! Holy sheyt! I decided to play it cool and not turn my back in hopes that he will not be able to recognise me. But urm...somebody well...somebody told on me and i got called by him. So we walked bloody briskly to the outside of the staffroom wif his face being somewhat stern? then he scolded me. Here's how the convey went. K is for Kaycee Chang and F is for Fadzil. =)
K: What were you doing?
F: Do what? (pretending nothing happened)
K: DO you know its dangerous?
F: What's dangerous?
F:Oh you mean the climbing up to the second floor thing uh?
K: Yes! I saw you did it from the fourth floor. DO you know that it's very dangerous?!
F: Ya
K: Then why did you do it?
F: Sorry ah cher, O lvl. Stress.
K: Aiyah...nxt time dont do that kind of thing la. You'll only harm urself
F: Urm...okay. ( a bit stunned)
K: Btw ah...you look quite big now. You gym ah?
F: Urm..a little. Y? (Now im dumbfounded)
K: Wah...you take supplements?
F: Nope.
K: Okay...okay..good for you. Those things are bad for your health.
F: Ya. Sure
K: Next time dont do that kind of thing ah! O lvl...very impt
F: Okay..( walked to the classroom dumbfounded)

See What i mean!? Well...i did some other stupid stuff. But urm..ZAI! You still owe me $1.50 for riding that bloody swing infront of all the Sec 1s! Idiot

Ah...the good old days

How do you convince someone that you want to be with them?

OMG!

It has been days since i last blogged. It's been a mixture of being busy and of having no thought to write abt anything at all. Well...today, i do have something to write! Everyone at work hates that bugger. IT was all very noticeable. When he got fired, everyone's spirit lifteD! Then they found out the horrible truth. Since he told the manager tat he was sick, he was given only a warning letter. Nobody even saw him getting that letter. Bloody jerk still had the cheeks to come back and boss around; telling ppl that anyone that tries to complain to the boss abt him will be told off! I dont see the logic of that. I dont see the fairnes of that. As soon as i get another job, im quitting! Bloody hell.

sheyt...

The things that i've been hearing abt the very little place tat i used to refer to as my second home is horrible! Every little thing there is being scrutinized! I mean...HOW MUCH MORE RIDICULOUS CAN THEY GET?! It's really rubbish. I mean...what could one streak of line on a shoe really mean? He cant possibly be a rebel. I mean..IT'S JUST A STREAK OF RED LINE TAT ALMOST EVERY CANVAS SHOE HAS!! It cant also possible make some one else want to buy tat shoe too just because it looks nice. I mean...GOD! IT costs only 19bux! That's CHEAP for a pair of shoes! It wont make some unwell off kid jealous coz he doesnt have the same shoes. If the reason is to discipline them...let me tell u. JC STUDENTS WEAR WATEVER SHOES TAT THEY WANT! And you noe wat? IT DOES NOT MATTER! COZ THEY HAVE THE DISCIPLINE. That you will want to go..."but that's because they're jc students" PUHLEZZ....jc students came from secondary schools rite? Doesnt matter which secondary school they came from. Heck...I CAME FROM A NEIGHBOURHOOD SCHOOL! I CAME FROM UNITY! NO PROBLEM WITH ME!
I guess the teachers are all trying to suck up to the new principal. Y? Hell...BONUS! bloody hell...if that is even worth all tat effort!

Suddenly...

Suddenly i feel like i dont have to mood to live. Dunnoe why. NOt that im thinking of suicide though. Just that life's pointless, aimless, directionless....compasless? It used to be school, then training after that. And on other days it would be rugby training after that. I wasnt really looking forward towards school. I was just looking forward towards rugby. Same thing i felt after my O lvls. Post-schooling syndrome? Probably. Wat pisses me off is how much i have to pay nowadays for transport! I mean..BLOODY HELL! I have to pay the full adult farE! I cant even use concession. Wat makes it so bloody unfair is that..IM NOT EVEN AN ADULT YET! Dumbass gahmen. They only want to make money by squeezing at every single opportunity possible. Then again, tat's THE only way tat you can make money. They dont care who you are, wat you are or how you are. If they can make money out of you...they will attack from every single position. Heck...they had the fare raised so many blardy times! This is despite the LARGE profits they were making that they made from the other fare RAISE! And it's quite RECENT TOO! Ppl like me have no choice because tat's the only way we can get to our destination. I could try walking but it might take at least 3 hours just to get to work! Stupid buggers.......
I dont know why im feeling moodless. I mean..heck! I was going to draw my money from the CCK mrt ATM. Up in front was a middle-aged women who was fiddling wif the machine. I got annoyed because she was taking more then awhile( and i was late). The i saw wat she was doing. She wanted to withdraw $50. But in her bank acct...she had very little money. Frm the looks of it...she must be somebody's mother and someone else's wife. It's the middle of the month and everyone is low on cash. Yup! Especially me! But atleast i still have my parents to depend on! I mean..tat's wat my dad said. He said tat he had money waiting for me for my Uni education. Up to this point...im beginning to doubt him. Back to the mother. I mean..heck! She's down on cash. But she still have to pay for the trpt in order to get to work so tat she can get more money to feed her children. But by doing so...she has to bypass the option of buying food for her children! Maybe she shld hv been a little bit thrifty when she got her pay. But who knows...she had to pay for hospital bills or mortages for her flat(which is ridiculously priced!)I dont know..
Then it hit me! Im going to NS soon. There..i will be taught to kill another man. That man is somebody's father and husband. To kill him is to practically kill his family slowly by torturing them wif the suffering thought of their dead father/husband. They will lose a source of income, protection, the child will have no one to guide him to become a well groomed adult and the wife will lose a source of unconditional love. It's like im being the trpt provider then charge the users to death except that i really will be doing the killing. Maybe i shld become a medic instead?

The saddest song...

When i was walking home this morning...i saw the saddest thing ever imagined. YOu know the field nxt to Yew Tee Mrt station? Well, there isnt going to be any field in the future. Heck, they've already started works on it. Bloody hell. Some money mongol just bought it to build a condo. What the hell?! A condo nxt to an MRT station? Some call it convenience but i call it a ridiculous nuisance. Why? How the heck are you going to live in peace nxt to an MRT station? It's noisy, noisy noisy you buttheads! Are Singaporeans that desperate to live in a Condo to fulfil their 5Cs that they are willing to live in a condo nxt to an MRT station?! They might as well build a condo nxt to some factory. IT's just as noisy. Or build one nxt to a rubbish dump. It's not noisy but it's smelly. ITS THE SAME CONCEPT YOU GUNDUS!
Well...that's the stupid part. The sad part is that the field will be gone. I've lived here for 11 years already and everytime i walk to the station, i see an empty open field. You know what it makes me feel? It makes me feel unconstricted; free even despite living in this red dot. Heck, the govt is making use of every opportunity to build something on every open field? Their reason? So that they could generate more jobs for the ppl. MY ASS! They just want to make more money for themselves. I mean, our President earns more then the President of the USA and he only has to do soooo much. Like gg to the NDP and wave at the ppl. And some other stuff that doesnt affect the running of the country. And our MPs earn 10k part tIME! PART TIME! how much more do they want to earn frm the TaxpayerS?! Senile buggers..

BAM!

The dude's right, after 12 years of schooling, i have earned my freedom. Even though it's only for a few months before i enrol in a different school. One which will teach me how to kill and stay alive at the same time. Maybe i should go to Thailand after all. Anybody else wants to go in March?
You know the FUBAR thing about restaurants? (Fast-food or slow food joints) They throw away all their food after closing. THEY DONT EVEN ALLOW THEIR OWN STAFF TO BRING THEM HOME FOR CONSUMPTION!!! I mean...THAT'S FOOD! UNFINISHED FOOD! I know lah...Singapore rich safe and bla bla bla because uncle Harry made it so. But plz...YOU'RE ThROWING AWAY FOOD! Millions and Millions of ppl in other parts of the world are starving and here we are in the TINY RED DOT are throwing them away just because the customer didnt buy them! watf?! At least by letting the staff bring it home...they are going to consume it. IF you dont want to do so...at least donate them to charity or something not the black bag! I mean...ppl happily throw them away w/o thinking twice. Heck! I dont even think they were thinking at all. I know that donating unfinished food sounds ridiculous especially to those places..but plz! Make an effort! Those ppl would eat just abt anything with referrence to food here! They dont care if it's expired or not! Why? Because they are too damn hungry! I wonder why the gahmen still havent looked into this yet or why the newspapers havent wrote abt this. Stupid buggers. Worry abt the election. Worry abt making money. Worry abt a ridiculous threat and then went on to simulate it publicly allowing the real terrorists to make a new plan based on the contigency actions. AND THEY DIDNT EVEN HAVE TO SWEAT! Except maybe the sweat that they worked up from laughing at those fools...BLeahsx

Most scariest places on earth

Dear anonymous, please reveal yourself. Because, i dont think your opinion stands if you do not have a person to go with that opinion. I mean, heck! Would you like if someone talked about you and you do not know who it is? It would be worse if it is something bad about you. Number two, its not very brave to give an opinion without telling who you are. Third, opinion comes from ppl. So unless you're an animal, plz do tell. =)
On other news, the world's most scariest places are the roads! Yeap. Not those stupid mansions. I mean, those places are occupied by only ghosts. What can they possibly do to you? Scare you to death? It might happen but it will be the most ridiculous death of all time! On roads, things that kill you are actually tangible. You can feel them, touch them, hear them, taste them, see them, smell them if you will...And those things can actually kill you because my definition of death is the destruction of one's physical being. Have you seen how the drivers are like lately? Hell, dangerous driving that leads to one's death should have capital punishment! Cutting lanes w/o signalling and stuff. It's not so scary for drivers but what abt bikerS?! They are ppl who are commuting to their loved ones too! Everytime i read abt a biker who died in a road accident, i get FUBAR(check the meaning of this one! ;)) It is their fault if they died because of speeding or cutting in between cars or watever. But, if cars(or worse! LORRIES) bang them head on or from behind, they too would died even though they ride as safely as they could ever possibly do!
That scares me a lot because im really considering biking around instead of using the shitty public transport system. Everytime i talk to bikers, it's always the same thing. RECKLESS FUCKED UP DRIVERS! This is especially true for taxi drivers. Not all lah, but quite a few(and by that, that's a large percentage of them). I know you're trying to make money to feed you're family. But plz, so is the dude on the bike! Signal first before you change lanes and stuff. Dont cut in soooooo suddenly. It'll kill them. But it'll only dent your cab a little. His life is worth much much much bloody more then you're bloody cab. Seriously.
Well, i cant think of anymore to write at the moment. So plz dudes, be considerate to bikers much more then you do to other drivers. by banging into their cars, it'll only costs you a few hundred dollars. I mean, if you can afford a bloody car, dont tell me that you can afford to pay for the damages man. YOu're an adult; adult deals with the consequences of his/her actions. You bang into a biker, you kill him. Dont tell me that you are going to provide for his family in his place? No right? No one will...

Exercise Northstar

Ahahahahahx...bullish exercise. Heck, they even let the cameras in to view what the Taskforce was doing. While in London, terrorist bombing killed people and disrupted their lives, in Singapore, we have OUR government to do it for us. Thank you very much. Plus the rain and stuff, EVERYONE who was working on that day arrived late and wet. Thanks gahmen! Well, at least the REAL terrorist didnt have to do anything but to kick back and watch the news on tV. One more thing, will the TASKFORCE be really that relaxed when the real thing happens? That's what they looked liked yesterday. I bet they practice the very same thing before with a full dress rehearsal before the exercise. Mind you, you are exploiting the weaknesses of the taskforce. Now the terrorists know that by bombing trains, it will disrupt the lives of Singaporeans. But, they now wont stop there but go on further. Why? Simply because they now know how much damage bombing the transport system will cause. So much for being so proactive. Sheesh.

Oh shit...

Hell, i dont know what i can write about. All these days, my life has been pretty mundane, routine, bla bla bla. It's typically BORING! There's nothing to do here. So lets just leave it at that. Thinking of a new skin. Any ideas?

Haish..

What is the deal with govt making ppl in the customer service going for courses that is suppose to make us serve the customers betteR? I mean..the problem does not lie in us. It lies in the CUSTOMERS and our EMPLOYERS!
SINGAPOREANS are just plain fucked up. Ever tried talking to a stranger out of no reason? Well..most of the time i'd either get a cold shoulder, confronted or a stare(they stare with the belief they could actually kill me or something with their stare). Same goes for customer service. We can treat a customer oh so nicely and what do we get? IGNORED! Everyone knows what it is like to be talking to wall right? It'd make you look crazy and dumb. So, if the government were to make us serve customers better...i think they would need to send the CUSTOMERS instead to courses instead of us.
And then there's the tipping part. Place where i work, the pay is no more then $800 a month. And with CPF cut off...i think i'd get to bring home lower then that. I dont really care because im in for the experience and to fill up the time till i get enlisted in april. Plus, i still have my parents to depend on! But imagine the others...800 fucking dollars a month! HOw the heck are they going to live? What? Eat at work where the cooks have cooked something for you? That would be okay...but what abt their family?!?! I mean...already the employers pay so low. But it's expected, when you become a waiter, your pay isnt going to help you get by; ITS YOUR TIPS!! Well...some customers do tip. Then there's those stingy customers. Even for a bloody 30 cents, they decided to make a bloody big fuss about it! WHAT THE HELL!?!? I was going to take out the 30 cents from my pocket and just give it to them right on the spot. But..hey, my shift was over. SO it wasnt my problem rite? Of course...
I mean, after all the things we do for them, they wouldnt even let us keep 30cents?!? What the hell...Generally, customers do not tip. That's the ultimate truth in SIngpaore. Stupid ppl.
Delifrance is worsE. The tips that we get from the customers, we have to bring it to the tip box. At the end of the day, the company pockets the tips. What they hell?! WE dont even get bonuses! YOU WANT BETTER SERVICE?! PAY MORE!!!

Bleahx..

I dont even know why i even try anymore? I mean it get's to friendly level but it stops there and then. And that's it. Bleahx...
On other news...CHARITY!! The most overated activity of the year and many many many many years to come! Seriously!
The most terok case is the TT Durai case. Nabeh...burn ppl's money just becoz he's the CEO of NKF. I mean...out of the $1 that you donate, the patient only gets $0.10! What the hell is he going to do wif $0.10?! Take the $0.10 and call an ambulance from a public phone? Bloody hell. Happily take good hearted ppl's money then burn on business-class rides, a gold tap( for wat??? golden water??!?) and what nots which he nor the papers mentioned. Who knows...maybe god and Durai's gang..the DURAIans. ROfl.
That's the case of a CEO which is of a bloody high profile. Then there's the case of ppl who's trying to sell $5 coupons for charity. First of all...WHAT FOR?! If the organisations want donations, they would just send ppl to ask for donations and not sell tickets and bla bla bla. They'd just try big companies or CEO's for donations from which they stand a chance to win tax-exemption for that year! Its a win-win situation rite? OF course! But those buggers keep appearing on the street and ppl like me would use them for sidestepping practice. No wonder my sidestepping is getting better!
DO you noe that those ppl get to keep at least 20% of what they've sold! and that's AT LEAST! If one is good at selling those, they could easily earn at least $100 a day! Bloody hell....THEY"RE GETTING PAID SO MUCH FOR CHARITY WORK!? And then..the company which sends these ppl to do their bidding get's to keep at least another 20%. Then our of 60%, the charity organisation uses at least 30% to cover the cost of the concert tat comes wif the ticket or somehting. Then they have to use another 20% to pay their staff. End up...patient only gets 10-%....()&#^)(*!@)(*@!&(*@!&
And then there's those ppl who volunteer for overseas charity work! Those are the most a naive or the naive-est kind of ppl ever. They think they gg there to help out and make the lives of everyone better there. Well...it would help if they had the same living standards as we do. Those work that they do are merely kind gestures tat will do little to help their lives improve. First of all...THEIR basic needs are not met fully yet. I mean...how did civilisation advanced? Well, they met all their basic needs first then when they find out tat they already have fufilled that, they move on to try something new while maintaining the fulfilment of their basic needs. And when theire advancement becomes part of a basic need, they will fulfil it b4 moving on. That's how ppl's lives get better. Not build roads and cook for them! They can do it themselves! They're just not ready yet! So IF you really want to help, help them with what THEY need not what YOU think they need to have. Rubbish...

appie new earrrrrrrrr

The first blog of the first day of a new year. It isnt really a new year for me...mebe for all the gregarions because it is a gregarion calender. Who the heck is this Gregarion guy anywya? WOnder in his frends call him greg or something.
Anyways;...before the new year, i read an article abt another soldier dying training. Then ppl who noes absolutely nothing abt soldiering commented abt the death and stuff like they were the experts of the field despite having dimwitted knowledge abt soldiering. Number 1, DEATHS ARE INEVITABLE DURING TRAINING!!! I mean seriously man...they're training soldiers, not athletes. It's two bloody different things. When you're becoming a soldier, you've already accepted the fact that at any point of time that you are in that green uniform, you can die! It's the scary truth. Only then can you operate efficiently as a soldier from which you can start to fight the enemy. Number 2, THEY ARE TRAINED ABOUT THE FACT THAT THEY CAN DIE WHEN THEY'RE DOING THEIR DUTY. I mean, come on!!! Soldiers...what do they do? They fight in wars. Everything else that they're doing at the moment is out of pure boredom. They want to show everyone else that they are not a waste of money and show that they can work...albeit in a different situation other than war. Back to the point. What im trying to say is...SOLDIERS ARE GOING TO DIE ANYWAY!!! ITs only a matter of when. So i dont really get it when a soldier dies during training...everyone decides to make a bloody big fuss abt it.
Uhuh...and that's only one part of it. Another part is..who gives other ppl the right to condemn the training that is being carried out. I mean..c'mon! He was a SOLDIER!! 10KG IS NOTHIUNG!!! Not to soldiers...mebe to sissy lifeguards who do nohting all day but sit on their asses, suntanning and blowing their whistle to anyone for very petty reasons. rubbish. Of course they have to carry 10kg! That's wat is going to help them survive out there when they're fight the war! I mean..heck. Are you going to tell him not to carry his weapon and his survival pack when he goes to war so that he can swim better as it is lighter for him?? FUck you! He'll only die faster tat way! Seriously...some ppl have no idea waht they are talking abt. Neither do i.
the gahmen has already made the training so DAMN FUN! All my fatties have enlisted in NS...everytime i ask them abt hw it's like, they will say the same thing. That they're having fun! This is ridiculous. First the chalet like facilities. Then the nice treatment from the superiors. Then the trolley bag. What's nxt? Hire maids to fight for each and every soldier? This escalation has got to stop. Period. The more they give in to the whining of the bitchy brats..the more sisified the singapore army is going to look despite posters of "fierce" soldiers guarding our airport and stuff. Im not buying it.