Alritey then...the eve of my departure. Guess what? The insurance company sent me a letter and asked me to fill up the nomination form. ON THE EVE OF MY DEPARTURE!!! Might not be anything to everyone but to people like me...people who prance around in green fatigue...it's bloody pure bad luck. Its as if the bloody company is expecting to die soon! What the hell...

Okay...this is it. 18 days of pure urm...bullshit? Yeap bullshit inside the foreign jungles. Fact is..i just got back to singapore! And im flying off again. Nxt month..i might have to fly there again for another course. Yea balls...i might as well become a pilot so that the army can save some money by letting me do the flying instead.

This is abit belated but if you all read the papers a few days ago, there was this article about an old couple who lives in a makeshift shelter at Sembawang Beach Park. He fucked up children decided that he wasnt worth it anymore and left him to die....or somewhere along that line. I mean...who the fuck has been taking care of them since they were young? They said they left him because he's too lazy to go find a job. Idiots...dun suppose they started working to support their dad ever since they left their mummy's womb. Bastards. Well...maybe i dont noe half the story. But this is my point of view. So ya..i can be just as rubbish but wthat fuck. Who cares?

Anyway...........the report wrote that they will be referred to the relevant authorities. Fuck. The dude's poor, homeless and starving. By the time they did find the relevant authorities(some dudes with really deep deep pockets) he'd die. Maybe not...but im just stating the worst case scenarios.

And they say money isnt everything....hehs. Those people must be goddamn idiots. Even monks need money. They cant be meditating all the time and not eat. They'd die of hunger eventually. They're humans too you noe. Everyone needs money. Sure the monks dont work for it. That's because they dont have to. People donate money to them. And for the rest of us normal folks who cant be very religious to be a monk...a priest...or anybody religious to say that "money is the root of all evils"...that's because nobody donates any money to us. We'd be working our ass off 24 hours a day, 7 days a week and 30 or 31 days a month(depending which month it is. Could even be 28days if u're talking abt February) just so that we can earn some money to pay for our food, pay the bills, pay for our education, our transport and so on......We do not get donations. So if you're one of those religious types who says that money is the root of all evils...screw that thought. You need money to survive. If you think you dont..that's because either you're getting donations or that you're already dead.

The only donations i'd give are to those who really need them. The poor children. Nobody else. Children cant work. If they did, their parents would have been fucking lousy. Yea balls. Kinda got reminded why i wanted to sign on as a soldier in the first place when i was watching We Believe by Good Charlotte. Dun ask how can i fight for those poor children as a soldier. I have a rifle. I have the skills. All i need is lots of money and im all set to settle things. Sounds idealistic? Im an idealist...that's y.

Anyway...be back in 3 weeks time. When they say that santa clause is coming to town...it's really us soldiers coming back home just in time for christmas. ;)