I am half-way through my exams. As much as I can't wait for it to be over, I too dread that all will be over soon. The holidays this time around would mean a lot of free time for me- too much.

Sure I've got loads to do. Besides teaching(yes I teach. Surprise?), rugby, getting back in shape and also army will be a taking up a lot of my time. I guess, the YOG just couldnt come at a better time. This would mean an extended summer vacation for us all! But then, what the hell am I supposed to fill it up with besides the routine that I've just laid out? Maybe I should go on a short trip(by myself perhaps?) Then again, when I do something, I'd rather be doing it with somebody. Hell, I think everybody does if not they'll be only left with masturbating(that said, when I said doing something with somebody that something didn't have any sexual inclinations).

Let's see. I've got to attend a reservist in June. I could get my bike serviced and hopefully sell it off for a car AND a bike. I've got a 7s tournament for my club and 7s training for school. A road trip sometime in May. Hmm...July seems rather empty. I think, I should try India or something? Somewhere cheap yet something. I know, flying off to India is like flying off into a toilet when some dude is taking a crap. But yeah, it seems like an interesting place. Maybe, I should just scare my parents and tell them that I'm about to board the plane and will be heading somewhere for the next few days? Hhahaha! Then again, if I did that, they wont give me extra pocket money for my trip. Hmm...

Anyway, I am truly burned out from school. Everyday seems like a drag to me. Well, except when I'm in school that is. Great company can make the most painful experience the sweetest escape Like I said, now I have something to look forward to. But after I reach that point in time, then what? I guess life is a series of looking-forward-to kinda thing. There is always looking forward to. Sadly enough, nobody is looking forward to the inevitable-death.

Shall end it there and try not to sound too morbid. Well, 2 more papers and I'm done with my 2nd year in University. It has been rather..urm..something. Too bad not everyone believes me when I tell them that I don't feel like studying anymore(for the moment perhaps?). The moment I tell them that, I'd get negative responses and all that stuff. That's the problem with people today. Always jumping to conclusion. But when I get them to do standing broad jump, only God knows that they can't even jump for the sake of their lives. Tsk! Evalute and analyse. No point getting angry over something that you can't even begin to comprehend(there is a lot of them on just the other side).

If you have integrity, nothing else matters. If you don't have integrity, nothing else matters.