It's been awhile since I've done balls-to-the-walls training and I can't help but to feel good about myself afterwards. I feel good and hungry! But I shall discipline myself not to snack on anything for the moment to lose this tubby tummy of mine. Right now, I can't help but to feel like a telly-tubby with this tummy of mine. In fact, I am pretty much convinced that everyone is watching it like a TV. I think I'd like to be Po- at least I get to be cute too!
Right now, my legs can't help but to tremble in fear from not wanting to be strained anymore than it already is. I miss those days where parts of my body actually can't function properly after a session. There was just once I fell sitting down on the stairs of CCK stadium. Instead of panicking, I simply laughed it off with my then-gym buddy and sat there for 5 minutes in full view of curious passer-bys who must have thought that we were just crazy. I also remember the time that it took full effort of whatever motor function I had just to press the button of the lift. Animalpak.com used to give great inspiration then. Nowadays, time is of the essence- I do what I can, when I can. Damn school..
Turning a quarter of a century has been pretty amazing. First, I got "kidnapped" to go for a trip. Not knowing what I was going to be doing, chubs had to constantly command me on what I was going to pack. But once I was told to pack my gloves, I knew that the weekend was somehow going to get awesome-er! Being the annoying sonnaofabitch I am, I whined all the way till they let me drive IF I shut up. Well, that seemed to shut me up for awhile especially when I somehow "got lost" along the way. We eventually end up at our destination after a bout of being part of the (say it quickly!) wherethefuckarewe tribe.
Day session ended up in tragedy as chubs actually did a mini somersault upon jamming her front brakes at a upslope U-turn. I actually thought I was going to deal with a twisted knee and a broken ankle! Thankfully, it was all an illusion because the shoe came off partially. Phew! Afternoon session was quite a bore because everyone went extra slow all because it was a big group! And also, almost everyone else, except for the guide ,mr.musclemania and myself, had 90cc pit bikes. But the view was breathtaking nonetheless. Sure it's just Malaysia. But if you got to the top of a mountain on a bike, I think you'd pretty much be impressed of yourself as well.
Well, the day had to end but it sure ended in the sweetest video I have ever gotten thus far. It doesn't take much to make me well up but it sure is hard. But if you pushed the right buttons, you're definitely in store for some waterworks. Unfortunately, I can be quiet a private person especially when it comes to this kind of things. I have to actually trust you THAT much for you to be able to see this because you know...I hate to be ridiculed. Yep, the irony of that; the amount of ridicule I dish out is simply unacceptable. I should be nicer to people.
Well, there's still a long way to go. Right now, there's 3 things that I have to deal with- 1) finish school (fyp included) 2) find a job 3) finish my rugby season on a high!
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