Around 12 more hours before I take off. I'm feeling kind of apprehensive about the trip. Hell, im feeling apprehensive about everything. Nothing feels right anymore. Everything is just empty.

2009 seems to be a rather bad year after all. A lot of people I know are suffering from relationship problems. Well, safe to say, none of them are suffering while being in one now. It's just so sad you know? Well, even Rome fell down eventually. I guess this is no different.

One thing's for sure, I don't think I'll be missed when I'm gone. 3 days of pure bargaining and doing something something like the BKKers does it. Hehs. I am not sure what to expect while over there. It stills seems rather weird to me to be going overseas to be doing something other than military.

Guess I'll have to live with it.

Never miss the opportunity to make someone happy, even if it means leaving them alone