IM PISSED

When life seems like it cant get any harder
When you feel like a martyr
When you've lost all control
That's when you've let the whole world know

You're young and depressed
With no future in this loneliness
You're young and depressed
But you're pretty well dressed
Yeah you're pretty well dressed
-MXPX

Well...i suppose so. Aziz..it really is depressing to see all your frens inside the army and you're outside. Doing nothing. Waiting for your time to come. It likes dying. You know at any time it's going to happen. But you're there. Helpless. Waiting for the inevitable to happen. Get my drift?
Anyways...person wif =0 and =) on the taggie. PLZZZZZZZZzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz tell me who you are. It's annoying to get annonymous comments. No...annoynimous is more like it. True enuff...i dont think i'll be doing anything today. I nearly quit my job because i tink that i might have some luck on the relief teaching thing. Turns out...i havent received any calls yet. Maybe later? hopefully. Luckily, i have my weekend job to turn to for my finances. My dad openly declares that he wont be supporting me anymore once i enter NS. Well....so much for him saying that he'll give me funding to further my education in a University if i was to take the JC path. Thanks dood.
Like that dood who won the Best Overseas Cadet Award at Sandhurst...i too want to study at a military college. This is provided that i do good enuff for my A lvls and then i get to go to OCS. Unlike many..i WANT to go there. And im not being hypocritical about it at all. Unlike some ppl....go there, get higher pay. Bla bla bla... Im in coz i want to learn and someday use it to help others.
Yeap. Help others. I cant help thinking abt some poor kid in a third world country crying because he doesnt have enough to eat for the day. In singapore, a kid would cry just because he couldnt get his parents to buy him a toy! See how much we have grown? Yup...we have OVERgrown so much so that we focus too much on our comforts rather then the survival of others. Sure, our civilisation has advanced enough for us to not care about our survival because it IS a sure damn thing. We are now looking forward into advancing our COmforts hoping that we too can live lavishly one day. Some ppl can do this without much guilt to. How? They just ignore that little child who's crying because he's dying. REally dying.
Yesterday..i was watching National Geographic Channel's show abt the Hajj. Makes me want to go there more. Then...my parents and my granmps(who was supposed to be serious abt this religious stuff) made me change the channel to suria. Y? Because mcm mcm Aznil is on(however you spell that dood's name) Sure..........take away my education just so that they can enjoy. Take away what i have left of my faith so that they can enjoy LIVING and not care abt their future of the inevitable. Anyways...in those precious moments of me getting to watch that programme, i witnessed something really disturbing. When you perform the Hajj....you're not supposed to discriminate. It does not matter whether you're rich or poor. Black or white. Tall or short. Dumb or really dumb. But then...this south african guy got racially discriminated because he's black. First of all...WHAT THE FUCK!?> It's really Fubar that things got changed the other way around from what it is supposed to be like. Second of all...WHY WOULD YOU NOT WANT TO LIKE HIM SINCE HIS SKIN IS BLACK? ITS ONLY A SKIN COLOUR! HE'S A MUSLIM. HE DOESNT DRINK. HE DOESNT SMOKE. AND IT IS WRONG FOR HIM TO SWEAR! AND HE'S DOING THE HAJJ TOO! JUST LIKE THE REST OF YOU! Well..i hope those ppl are going to hell when they die and become PRs there too.
It really is disturbing tht ppl can get all racial and stuff. That reminds me of an incident abt a blogger who got dissed because she said that foreign workers are the cuase of the molestation in Orchard Road during the New Year celebration. She was labelled a racists by a lot of ppl. First of all...what the fukc? it's her opinion! If you dont like it....dont listen to it. Of all the reasons that you have...why must you change hers? She ISNT EVEN TRYING TO CHANGE YOUS! Second of all...she mentioned foreign workers. FOREIGN. C'mon..say it wif me...FOOOOOOOOOOOREEEEIGN.GEt it? It means that they are not SINGAPOREANS! She did not specifically mention any races. Foreign workers could mean banglas or even the americans. FOREIGN! She wasnt being racist. SHE WAS BEING A NATIONALIST YOU IDIOTS! But since it IS singaporeans who made the comment..it's forgivable.

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