Guess my second year in University is over? Like how I reacted after i ORD-ed, I have this question hanging over my head- Now what? I guess having free time is good. But like everything else, too much of something could be kinda detrimental. It's not like I'm not working or anything like that.

I guess this super-duper-long vacation that I am going to be enjoying over the next three months or so is indeed going to be something new. I am back at status quo for all those who are wondering. For those who do not know what I am talking about you could either keep on wondering OR come and ask me about it. Hehs.

It's going to be a much needed break for me after a hectic and crazy semester. Heck, it's been a crazy year for me! So much intense drama has taken place that whatever is showing on TV can be considered mild(again, you could keep on wondering or...).

Let's use this break to reinvent ourselves. It'll be something new, something refreshing perhaps.
Never dwell on it
That's what an officer in the Second World War told his men before he got shot by a sniper. I guess, life could be a metaphorical war as we combat with our inner demons on a daily basis. Freedom of choice doesn't really exist. It's just either this or that. Well, unless you have tons of money. In this contemporary world, everything and anything could be bought. Yeap! ANYTHING! So, I guess I shall aim towards that too.

Not that I am being too materialistic(keyword being too), but without any of that, sustenance would be a pain in the ass and Marslow would be bitching about his theory not applicable in the normal lives of others(perhaps self actualization brought him his demise).

As I've mentioned before. Rugby, Army, Teaching. Those three will be taking a lot of my time. Other than that, I guess i'll be spending my days lazing around at home or outside with my friends(considering that I'm lucky enough to still have any despite the things that I've put them through) or just getting myself back in shape. I am SO out of shape right now that I'm beginning to look like Buzzlightyear-FAT and UGLY!

We'll see what the coming days will bring me. For now, I'm going to be wondering to that same old question- Now what?

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