I think this has got to be the best weekend I have ever had in such a long time. Guess now I'm hell bent on getting my own car seeing how convenient things can really get with one. Time to sort my finances out before that can happen I guess.

Well, picking up something new is something (for the lack of a better thing to say). Never thought I would ever do ice-skating in my entire life. Yes yes hence the question, "what have you been doing for the past 23 years of your life?". Honestly, I have no idea. Guess my life had been pretty mundane so far. But this reinvention of myself seems to be working for me- testing out my limits and set out for new possibilities.

But such ambitions do have it's consequnces. Being a worry-what doesn't help that much either. I really can't help it but to think of the consequences of my actions through. It's like an innate thing that dwells within me. Could be a good thing because that would mean me punching every single nincompoop who annoys me(eg walking so slowly infron of me, talking so slowly on the phone and the works).

But at the same time, that could be a bane as well as it prevents me for putting everything I have in it and not caring about if I crash out. Last night would be fine example. And yes, I do envy those kids who are not afraid of falling down or wiping out. Prolly one of the reasons why being childish could be good as well(in a positive connotation that is).

Also, the conversations that happened lately were about one central theme: how do you figure out if the person is the one? How does one determine if that is the person whom you want to be spending the rest of your life with? For me, like everything else, I'd go with my gut feeling. Right now, a song from The Kooks would really come in with strong relevance. Haha!

Anyway, this gut feeling comes to of a great importance for me. After all, if one doesn't feel right with doing something, it might not turn into a right most of the time. On the hindsight, it could a delayed reaction towards getting the "right" feeling.

But how does one differentiate between "the one" and "the next one?". I guess most of us do not have a list penned out or thought off yet. For me, I still think that it has been predetermined. That said, without effort, we can never get to that predetermined destination but rather remain stagnant. As the saying goes, one fill something one needs when one isn't even looking for one at all.

Right now, i've lost my train of thought as the effects of the awesome weekend is dawning on me. I stupidly left my charger in the school, my left knee is hurting and I'm feeling rather sian that that's over. Shall set up for more things to look forward to I guess?

Watching you walk out of my life does not make me bitter or cynical about love. But rather makes me realize that if I wanted so much to be with the wrong person how beautiful it will be when the right one comes along