i feel like writing something. But i just cant seem to know what i want to write about. Well, as you can see now, im writing about not knowing what to write about. I guess people have the same tendencies too sometimes: wanting to say something but not knowing just what to say. All i know that ahead of me, is a mountain of work that needs to be done. I must be getting burnt out that's why im...urm...rather weird lately. Its like nothing that i write would make any significant impact on anyone. Does it? Last 2 entries were just lyrics from songs that has been blasting into my ears these past few days.

I just cant seem to feel contented or fulfilled or just about anything of that sort. I guess im kind of numb to my own feelings. Well, tomorrow shall be the first time in a long time that im training with my club again. I've just been caught up with my work plus the school rugby team up to the point that whatever im doing, isnt what i wanted to do. Its as if all sense of direction is lost now. Kind of like being lost at sea with the compass malfunctioning. I know i've got work to do..but i just cant seem to bring myself to concentrate and complete it. Even if i did my work, i just cant seem to concentrate at the task at hand...

Well, just like i said, tmr, rugby training day at the Padang. The feeling im going to get is pain. Yet. Lots and lots of pain. Well at least i'll feel something. Plus, training at the Padang is a lot better then anywhere else. In fact, its the BEST! With a view to die for...literally...who wouldnt want to train there? At the end of training, i think im just going to lie down right smack in the middle of the Padang and have a smoke first before i proceed to showers and all. Yeah...that sounds like a good plan.

To those who think that whatever im writing here is probably extremely trivial...then i guess you're right. Well, to each his own. Days are getting shorter...time flies by sooooooooooo fast. Wish there was actually a glue or something that might hold time back for abit...if only....