Crap. I keep forgetting something good to write about the moment i log on onto the internet. Shit lah! I really need to get a notebook. Ya. I've progressed. So far, i have a pen either in my pocket or my bag all the time. All i need is something to write on. Anything that i can bring home and then write everything that i've jotted down on any writing paper. Cldnt do it on walls coz i cant tear off the walls rite? Ya. So...papers. Any papers. A notebook would be more organized. But organization isnt really my kind of thing. My kind of thing is really impromptu, on the spot, SHOCK AND AWE! Ya. Something like that. That's a little something something about me! HOORAH! rofl.

Anways, i've already thought of something else to write abt. Ya. Something that has been on my mind for quite sometime. It's abt why malays dont really progress in their lives. I've figured it out. But i keep forgetting it everytime i wanted to write about it. NOT THIS TIME! The reason they dont progress is because THEY'RE PROGRESSING THE WRONG WAY! Ya. They think they're progressing but actually they really arent. Some of them are too dumb to realize it though. I CANT STAND IT! Instead of going abt the process one step at a time, they're juz gunning for the end result! YUP! THE END RESULT! That being luxury and comfort. They are going for the secondary objectives w/o even comprehending the primary ones! Crappy idiots. ONE FINE EXAMPLE would be my elder brother. Yup. He's really one dumbass. Right now he's wearing my rugby shorts. MY RUGBY SHORTS!!! HE DOESNT EVEN NOE THE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN RUGBY, AMERICAN FOOTBALL AND SOCCER! Except maybe for the obvious ball shapes. But other then that, he's ignorantly clueless. Dumbfuck. Ya. He spends all his money on things like computer parts and his driving lessons. But nvr does he spend them on the essentials like clothing and rarely on food. I mean, if you've all studied enough in school(or maybe GP) you'll learn that a human being needs food, clothing and shelter to survive. Right now, he's achieved none of those. That's the simplest of the simplest human being. A more advanced version would need education. An even advanced versh needs luxury and comfort. How does one achieve luxury and comfort? By progressing through the 3 different stages. Yup. He doesnt jump from one to another. That's not what my brother does. He is from being naked to driving a car. Ya. Driving a car naked i suppose. See how idiotic that is? well, he's just one fine example. You cld practically find a lot more examples the next time you roam the streets. Btw, using ur parents money to accomplish those objectives is not counted. wHY? Because it IS ur parent's objectives to try to provide you with those things. Why? So that it is easier for you to start the process all over again! Not that you can immediately skip a level. THE PROCESS HAS ONLY BEEN MADE EASIER FOR YOU!

Ya. That's my frustration. I suddenly remembered what i was thinking abt in the bus. Ya. I told my friends this so im just going to blurt it out lah. Dont care. I nvr talked to a girl until i reached the age of 16. Yup. At 16 i was talking to them confidently. B4 that, i was terrified of them! REaLLY! TERRIFIED! It's all the gahmen's fault lah!!! NVR TEACH PROPER SEX EDUCATION! Ya. It made me think that any contact wif girls would make them pregnant! At the age of 12, getting a girl pregnant is a terrifying thing!!! NOT EVEN MY PARENTS TOLD ME ANYTHING ABT IT! FUCK LAH! I DONT EVEN NOE THERE WAS SUCH A THING KNOWN AS A VAGINA TILL I WAS 14. Before that, i only thought girls were only dickless. And nothing more. I didnt knoe they had a different private part. HOW WAS I SUPPOSED TO NOE?!?:! NO ONE TOLD ME!!! So i stayed away from them, especially malay girls. But chinese girls were okay with me. Coz my parents told me i was nvr going to make them pregnant anyway. Ya. I believed them. At least i used to. =) Anyways, i got over it somehow? HOW??!?! Well, porning around did help alot. At least now i noe girls had a little something something called a vagina and the sight of it can make any guys go hoohaa abt it! rofl. diots. Well, at least that's okay. Imagine them going hoohaa when they see a birdie birdie. LOL. Ya. that would have been ultimately gross! Haha!!!! Anyways, i soon learnt that when i talked to them, it would make them pregnant! So slowly i started to talk to them...just like normal human beings. Ya. I learnt that by talking to them it COUld, i say again, COULD make them pregnant in later stages. But ya. Those stages are like soooooooooooooo far away. Ya. So, i did progress....slowly but surely until i am at this stage! Ya. Dunnoe which stage it is but at least i've progressed rite? OKAY DOKIE!