Right now, im feeling all shity. Yeap. Shittles. Shitty. Shitful. Saiful. ya. Sai-ful. person full of sai is saiful. i mean, person full of cheer is cheerful after all rite? Urgh....nvm. Back to my shitty state. Urm ya. Currently, im hating my job. BADLY! Seriously man, i've got this other job which i had to pass on because i have a full schedule this week! Shit lah. Why do i feel shitty abt it? First of all, it's an outdoor job. Second of all i get interaction with even more ppl from more walks of life. Third of all, the pay is okay. 4th...im bored at Delifrance. imagine staying underground for at least 8hrs of ur day EVERYDAY! plus..im a teeny weeny bit claustrophobic. Yup...a teeny weeny bit. i think im getting over it though. But who carES?!?!? Staying underground for at least 8hrs of ur life everyday stinks! I want to be in the open. Feel the heat of the sun. Feel the coolness of the breeze. Feel the scratching of my skin. The biting of the mosquitoes. Ya. It's a very sensory experience. Sureeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee i dont get to eat free food or nice drinks. But then...those things CAN BE BOUGHT! Hopefully the ppl at FIT can give another chance or something something. Hopefully my boss will let me quit there. Damn. I told him that i wanted to quit with the reason that i wanted to rest b4 my NS and he wouldnt let me. I think he thought i was being unreasonable. WEll. I was being nice. Period. My personality is a negotiator. ya. i think so. not really sure though. but let's not get distracted. ya. when i attempt to solve a problem, i go about being nice and all. im not the stick-it-up-ur-face kind of person. ya. i try to go abt being nice abt it. y? becoz when i become the stick-it-up-ur-face kind of person, things can ugly. Usually it's the other person's face coz i like to do facial re-arrangement. yup. i have a something something i'd like to call anger management. ya. rofl. i play rugby you know! rofl....stupid robert. using the word RUGBY in a futile effort to scare someone away from a fight. sheesh. disgraceful! idiotic! pure idioism.
urm ya. wat was i talking abt? am i doing the simpsons thingy again? cool. this is fun. ya. FIT. give me another chance alrite? im going to shine! ya. for 3 weeks only though coz im going into the army soon. and ya. the COMPASS TEST thingy...let's hope i get a letter that'll tell me to come down another day for an interview wif the chief of airforce. ya. i heard he's a nice fierce guy. nice coz he's doing all the bullshit but getting compensated enuff for it. fierce because he's actually a bit serious about the airforce thingy. ya.
One more thing that i dont understand abt singapore. ya. THE TITTLES! yup. tittles and job position and bla bla bla. for example. in delifrance. we're not called waiters. nope. not allowed to, not supposed to. we are refrained from being called waiters. INSTEAD. yup. INSTEAD. we are called CSA. ya. CSI's younger brother's niece. Customer Service Assitant. First of all, Y THE "GLAMOROURS" NAME?!?!? I mean, if you want that job, you HAVE got to be proud of it right? Right! Ya. So if you applied for waitering you better jolly well be proud to be called a waiter! Dont go around scolding ppl for calling you one! Why? BECOZ YOU ARE ONE!!!! Ya. Dont need to come up with all the fancy names. It's not working on the subconcious level. WhY? coz the pay is the same, if not worse! Pay us the same and expect us to do a fucking whole lot more?! Idittios.! I WANT TO QUIT!!!
Ya. i just remembered reading a newspaper article entitled "Retailers unaware of customer's needs" ya. FUCK THEM! sorry abt my french. =) First of all, it shld be titled "customers unaware of retailers needs" ya. WE're getting so fucking low pays just to treat u like a king? Screw u man! Even ur wives wouldnt suck ur cock if you dont give them enuff. And u're already talking abt the full thing?! ya. in ur dreams dickheads! haha. im bein all vulgar rite now! ya. not usual of me, at this time of the nite! unless im either high or im high! or maybe im high! ya. coz if im not, i'll just STFU. nothing more, nothing less.
god! this is beginning to sound like a suicide note. let me assure u ppl! this is too long to be a suicide note. way tooooooooo long. suicide notes are filled wif messeges of sorries and i love yous and all those kind of mushy stuff. im angry here! So if THIS IS a note, it's either a homicide note or a genocide note. Not a suicide note. Yup. because im too angry to kill myself and way too bz whacking everyone senseless wif my frozen baguettes. Ya ppl. PRONOUNCE IT PROPERLY! DO YOU KNOW HOW MANY TIMES A DAY I SNIGGER AT FOOLS WHO DOESNT NOE HOW TO PRONOUNCE THE NAME OF THE FOOD THEY'RE BUYING PROPERLY! If you can say it then dont. Try using the english terms for it like french loaf. idiots.