Night lights

I guess, one of the things that I especially love the most are night rides. It's the feeling of having cold wind blasting into your face and awesome music blasting into my ears that really sets the mood as to how I ride. Well, tonight was no exception. Clear roads+awesome music=150km/h on the expressway from school all the way home. I'm thanking my lucky stars that nothing went wrong with that even thought it was kinda stupid of me to be doing that sitting upright(leaning into the wind and onto the bike rectified that). I almost got thrown off my bike when the bike suddenly picked up speed due to the opening of the valve. Slowing down wasn't an option then with supermassiveblackhole blasting away. It didn't matter that I was really cold. All I felt tonight was speed and sound that made my surroundings surreal.

Anyway, thanks dude for crapping out with me tonight. Although it was kind of gay for two guys to be lying down on some parapet/stairs/floor and gaze at the stars while we puff the night away, it was indeed something. Well, it really felt like 'clubbing' where we could talk about everything and anything. But, I realized that I have been very selfish in every conversation that I am in. I should listen more. And the word 'listen' is really an anagram to 'silent' if you really think about it. Well, I should really be doing more of that from now on.

I hope I didn't offend anyone at supper with my silence. I just don't do too good in a big crowd. I guess i'm really a one-to-one kind of guy instead of a group conversation. Yeah...maybe I just didn't feel like talking. Well, everyone took it that I was just tired from a whole day spent in school. Let's just leave it as that. In any case, I really do hope that this stupid fever subsides soon as I don't want to be feeling all shitty during the 3 days of onslaught.

I don't know why i am but i do