It's just so me to do everything with my heart. I don't do something simply because someone wants me to do it. Well, perhaps they have influenced me to do so. But at the end of the day, if I do not find the value-addedness of something, I'd either do a slipshod work out of it or I'd not do it at all. I don't know if one is to classify that as a problem or a admirable trait. It doesn't matter because at the end of the day, I still feel that doing something sincerely will win no matter the odds that are stacked against me.

That said, when one tries to convince me out of doing something, the more I will want to prove them wrong; proving to them that it IS possible after all. The only way to show for it is to actually succeed in it.

Right now, it is difficult to put what I feel, what I know into writing. I guess, I have always been the "prove-it-through-my-actions" kind of person. I am sure that there are many others just like me out there. After all, one must always practice what they preach right? Anything short of that can (I suppose) conveniently be classified as hypocrisy. In simple terms: do walk the talk/ put the money where your mouth is/ bla bla bla/ na na na na na.

I still do not know how to go about posting a video on my space. So I guess I'm going to stick to putting up the links to these two videos which I feel are slowly shaping me into the person I'm supposed to be.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FAgbZdrWiN4&feature=fvst
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=d5QD951eN58

For me, there exists two different people within a person. The person that they are, the person that they are supposed to be. Everyday, there's a deadly battle going on between those two within each and every of us. Some may demonize it. Some embrace it.

At the end of the day, I'd always stand corrected.

When we remember we are all mad, the mysteries disappear and life stands explained