Tomorrow shall be on the biggest day in my life yet. Yet, I still have tons of work to do. Rightfully, I should be home right now, enjoying myself free from worries. I guess that's the juggle that I have to make and make do with what I've got. University is certainly not for everyone.

Yet, I don't understand how most NIE student can claim that they're so busy that they are unable to commit themselves with other things. Things that can actually help them. It's kinda sad you know. You're neighbors, the undergrads, are slugging it out with their daily lives and yet you hardly hear anyone complain about having not enough time. This plus the fact that they have are at a much higher disadvantage because they are indeed spending their own money( well, their parents actually), not get paid and still are able to do things such as rugby, work to earn money, school work and have some time with their friends. It's just so sad....

On another note, it takes quite a lot for someone to make me hate them. Well, not hate but actually insurmountable level of despise. Yeap. That seems to be fitting enough. It's kinda like failing in the SAF: you actually have to really really try in order to fail. Well, when I hold that level against you, you can say that it's safe bet that you did something really really wrong. It can actually come to the point that even when you're dying, I'd just not bother. No. It's not that I have lost my sense of humanity. It's just that I do not treat you as one anymore.

Okay. Enough of that angst. Right now, life is just about meeting deadlines. It's a seriously terrible life. One essay after another. One presentation after another. I do not know why I did not carry out my strategy of doing the first few presentations. Guess, I just can't really be bothered anymore with school-really. Perhaps, I'm just going through motion-one day at a time. Well, whatever it is, it's working because the semester seems to be really zooming past me at light speed.

Anyway, I guess one of the greatest achievement I have made so far this year was to actually get my driver's license within a time period of less than 2 months, no more than 10 lesson with one being on the day of the test and spending less than $500 :):):):):):):)! I simply couldn't be happier.

Well, tomorrow shall see if this year is indeed going to be my year or not. It's been such a long time since I've played a full rugby finals. That means that it's the traditional 15s rugby, not 7s or 10s or 12s or touch rugby for that matter. The last I played in such a final was in 2001. And we won! It's been almost 10 years since than. Time to add another Gold medal to what seems to be an already packed medal/trophy case to my collection.

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